I Live in the Right Side of My Brain and I Want to be Evicted.

I wish that I could be a rocket scientist. Or an astrophysicist.
Anything having to do with both math and science.
But I can’t. I’ll give you two guesses as to why.

I’M NOT ANY GOOD AT EITHER OF THOSE THINGS.

It legitimately hurts my feelings sometimes, how I’m doomed to one kind of career.

It makes me sad that I will never understand logarithms (I actually spend time trying to understand, because I WANT TO SO BAD). It makes me sad that, no matter how much I enjoy my physics class, I still can’t grasp 75% of the materials, and I never could.

Well, maybe I could, if the textbook were made into a miniseries. But that will never happen.

The most IRRITATING thing about all of this is that, while I can grasp the concepts behind art, music, literature, etc. but can’t grasp those behind anything even remotely math/science related, all the really math/science oriented people I know are well read, like
both art and music, and maybe even create both of those things.
It hurts my feelings and it isn’t fair.

IT ISN’T. FAIR.

That’s my tantrum for today.